It starts like this ;

Moment of truth .

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Gosh . Idk why im so damn fucking hyper in school today . ahahs . During assembly only . ^^ but when we were back in class, my mood totally switched . ahahs . Ammirah, you know what, the Kaki Gereks know, what others dunno . *winks . hhas . Hush, hush aites ! :D I moved to the available seats at the back with Epy . ^^

Epy & i had a very nice & interesting talk at the back . Only, Epy knows what . huhu . We spent the entire 6 periods talking about it . ahahs . Cool per . Epy ! Diam, diam eh mulot kau ! ahahs . :D I love Epy's bag ! Jealoused ! Grr . :/ Tkpe, Epy . June holiday jugak aku turon Penin & belik ! ahahs . xD & aku tk heran ! Aku nk belik checkered jugak ! xD

Talking to Epy was a very awkward experience . ahahs . Tkpe . Friend mahs . Im as open-minded as him . ahahs . So, i can just about anything with him . ^^ The wierdest thing happen during one of the periods but i cant remember which . Epy was like sweating damn alot siah ! Rofl ! The weather was like raining but he was sweating like as though he ran 2.4km 5x, siot ! ahahs . Epy, kau weird uh ! xD

Didnt sat with Ammirah today . Sorry, sis . You should know why uh . ^^ ahahs . Faith said, im crazy today . Got meh ? I dont remember going crazy today . I know i was hyper with Epy today . ahahs . Crapping with Epy . ^^ Ok, whatever . After school really sucks alot ! Pfft .

I accompanied Twin♥ to buy her rubberbands but it turns out to be one fuck of confrontation ! Nb sial ! Nb, nb, nb ! Ugh ! Sialan uh ! Twin♥ came up to my house cos she was damn pissed off . She cired siah ! :O & i hate to See my Twin♥ shed a tear . She's a strong girl & when she sheds a tear, it means that she's really hurt . Get that in you head ! She's really hurt ! Cb . Im totally at fault uh sial . Pfft . I tried to get them back together, ok ! So, salah aku per biler (insertsname) tknk ?! Salah aku eh ?! Nb . Aku da convinced (insertname) to (insertsaction) but die tknk ! So, im still at fault !? Hahs . Whatever luh . Malas nk ckp bnyk, bnyk . Pfft .

Twin♥; kau nk aku bebual ? Unless kau nk aku buat aper aku buat kt Ivory to (insertname), be my guest . Ajak aku . Aku bitch per kn ?! So, im living up to my reputation ! Naseb eh, Ivroy tu classmate ! Kalau tk da lamer siak aku tampar muker die ! Nb . Kau nk beboal, kau gi sendiri uh eh . Say all you want eh ! Aku mmg tkde hal ngn (insertsname) . Padehal aku try nk bring them back together . Nb . Shits uh eh ! Ugh !

Boyfriend♥ ! Come home quick ! I miss you ! Dx

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Ugh . I hate my mid-year results ! Nb . I only passed like english & malay siah ! Nb ! Ugh ! haiyo . No hope le . Guess its hello ITE, huh . Pfft . :/ Sial uh . Nb ! Ugh . Ok, i dont care no more . Its only mid-years, right ? Its not the end of the world . Its not that mid-years are included for N-levels . So fuck luh ! *evil smile .

Ok, change of sub . Did nothing much in class except for checking mid-year papers . Pfft . I slept through s.s . Idk why . But woke up in the end . Something happened to Shahirah . I'd rather not say it here & dont you go ask her ! All i can say is; Shahirah, chill ok ? Dont get angry so easily . Must smile alot ! :D Ammirah is disappointed with her results .

Sis, chill uh . Ni baru mid-year . N-level belom . Remember what i told you in Fs ? DOnt worry too much, aites ? Dont emo uh . No fun kalau kau emo . Nnti aku yg jadi giler . ahahs . I think you should know how crazy i can get, right ? ^^

ahahs . Ok, i got totally no idea what to blog no more . Tsk . No mood to blog uh . Sighs . Oh ! Boyfriend♥'s gonna be back this Thursday ! :D Yays ! Finally ! ahahs . Ok, dk what to blog le . Just plain bored now . Tc .

Stop being a coward, ok . Why are you like avoiding me ? Stop being a coward & keep hiding, avoiding or do whatever it is your doing, ok . Its sickening to see what kind fo a person you've become . Since you dare to break my heart, why dont you dare face me ? Coward much . If you can break me then face me . Stop hiding from me . You keep going offline when im online . Hhas . Why ? Cant face me is it ? Aww . Thats too bad . Or you think im gonna talk to you ? Eh, i'd rather talk to my girlfs or my Boyfrined♥ dari ckp ngn org mcm kau uh . Pfft . But seriously though, face me uh ! Stop being a damn fucking coward ! ok ? (:

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* Geeky Bitch . :O

Damn ! Results for Mid-year is tomorrow ! Fcuk ! Im so gonna fail mid-years ! It a definate . Da plus chop fail siak ! Ugh ! Damn it, mans . Anyone can spare me a box of tissues in school ? Im so gonna cry my heart out if i fail . Dx

Its either go straight to ITE & study hard for poly OR study my ass off & aim for Sec 5 next year . Damn . Why must we have exams in the first place ? Nev mind . Theres still prelims to worry about & after that its N-Levels . I can do it ! Pfft . Who am i kidding . Sighs . Eh ! Im like downgrading myself siah ! *slaps self * Ok, im picking choice number 2; Study my ass off & aim for Sec 5 . ^^ It cant be too hard, right ? Oh shinannigans . Who gives a damn ?! I wanna go Poly, muffins ! :D

Ok, lets change the sub . ^^ Boyfriend♥ is coming back soon ! Yays . * jumps up & down happily * Hmms . What else .. Lets be random, kiddos . I hate ( inserts name[s] ), i want a new phone ( inserts phone name ), i need more $ka-chings$, i love ( inserts name[s] ) & i wanna break the bones of ( inserts name[s] ) ! :D Random uh seh & thats a sign of boredom . =.= I wanna go out ! I wanna shop till i drop ! Dx *laughs .

Reply of tags .

to Suhaimi: Hey, thanks for linking . ^^

to Ammirah: ahahs . Macam eh ? I think so too . *laughs .

to Afif: I'll tell you about it either online or when i msg you . My prepaid is currently running low . Ok ? Promise to tell . (:

to Fienaz: My blogsong so old ! ahahs . I love the old songs luh . New songs are sometimes, annoying . If you know what i mean . (:

4 more days, bby . *winks . :D

4 more days to Boyfriend♥ !

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What a boring Saturday . Sighs . Mami's working today . Sian . =.= Papi's gone to send grandpa for a haircut & Shortfart's off to school . So basically, i have the whole house to myself . ^^ & im dying of boredom now ! Damn . =.=

Anyway, went to Lot with Danté♥, beloved cousin of mine . ^^ I went Lot like around 9+ pm cos she just came back from her aqua-robics lessons . hehs . Had dinner with her . I had no idea what to wear . So my last option, all black . ^^ Black never fails to make my day . hehs . A few minutes later, Mami & Aunt came cos they went shopping at Lot before meeting us . Chat with Danté♥ & she told me the funniest thing . We're going to Korea this December hols & Danté♥ has this thing on Korean guys, especially Super Junior & Big Bang; ^^ She told me that she went to the aquarobics class cos when she meets her idols, they would come up to her & ask, "Oh, i wanna marry you !" .*laughs . Ok, i know i have the most craziest & weirdest cousin but i dont care ! She's super gerek, ok ! :D

After eating, she walked with me home cos Papi insisted on sending her & Aunt home . So, while crossing the road, i saw _ _ _ . I think uh . Didnt care much cos he difinately doesnt care about me at all . So, whatever uh eh . & anyway, it was dark so i wasnt sure . Haiyer ! Whatever luh . He can do whatever he wants with his life . Idc anymore . ^^ Ok, shut up Ain . Damn . I wanna go out ! I dont wanna stay at home & rot ! Dx Damn . Hope Papi's gonna bring us out later ! I cant sit at home all day ! Ugh ! Oh, speaking of Papi . He bought me a new bag ! :D Its a sidebag form Levi's Signature ! Daaaaaaamn ! Idk whats the price though cos i wasnt there while he & Mami went shopping . hehs . But i bet its expensive . ^^ huhu . Thank you, Mami & Papi ! xD

Nothing much to say anymore . Im bored . =.=

I miss Boyfriend♥ ! )x

5 more days, bby . *winks . ;D

Happy 16 birthday, Syazwan ! :D

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21052009;

Im guessing you're wondering why i didnt update yesterday . Well, lets just say i had something to do yesterday . Chey . No luh . hhas . Alot of things happened yesterday . First, Kris Allen won the American Idol . Damn ! I wanted Adam Lambert ! Gosh . Erra must be so happy, huh ? hhas . Erra, congrats eh . ^^ Around 1pm ? I had to go to school . Damn . The ever so nerve-wrecking N-Level prac exam . *screams ! I came to school later than asked . hehs . Dont blame me . Mami wanted to send me to school, ok . Anyway, i was the last one to arrive (typical) but lucky for me i still had 45 mins, i think to check on my ingredients . hhas . Damn . I was freaking out like a mad biatch ! Dx But in the end, i guess all the hard work paid off . ^^ I did feel parched & tired after cooking but it really paid off . Yays ! The thing is, cooking is not my forté . Now, i know how our mum[s] feel after cooking in the kitchen & having to clean up all the dishes (right, Faith ? ^^) but lucky for me, Mami doesnt cook . :D My dishes turn out ok, i think ? I dont even think they tasted nice luh but Azura, Ammirah, Faith, Nadiah, Shahirah, Shafina & Twin♥ kept on convincing me that it was good . I still dont think so . My mac&cheese was so damn dry & the drink was like sour . Damn . But all in all, i was happy with the results . ^^ I loved Faith's dishes though . Yummy-licious . ^^ Honest, ok .

22052009;

Did nothing much today since its Marking Day today . So, it definately means no school . ^^ & im currently rotting at home . Sian . Its been movie marathons for me the whole day; starting with You Got Served on Star Movies . Such an old movie, i know but the dance moves are just too fab to not watch . Agreed ? ahahs . :D Cleaned the house up abit . Mami's orders eh . ^^ Then it was back to movie marathons again . Hahs . Around 12, i think, decide to go online . hehs . Since then, i've been chatting with Afi . (: I spilled almost all my porbs to him & in return he gave me some pretty good advices . Gosh .Thanks, bro ! ^^ Oh gosh ! 1 more week to bby♥'s return ! Yays ! *jumps up & down . ahahs . Something else happend today . A certain someone is turning 14 today . ^^ So, heres a tribute to you, girl ! :D

Hey, junior ! Today's your 14 birthday, huh ? Congrats, aites ! Yes, people ! Its my dear Erra♥ Cullen's birthday ! ahahs . Yes, be jealous thats she's cute & that you people can never be as cute as she is . :D How cute is she ? Very, ok . hhas . Hope you pass your exams, Erra & excell in everything else in life . Dont give up on anything, ok ? (: I owe you on something, right . Im sure you know about what . ^^ Will try to do a party for you or a present ! You have my word, bby ! :D Happy Birthday, Erra♥ ! \m/ . Make today, your most rocking day ever ! :D Tc, girl .

Labels: 7 more days till his return♥

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Finally Mid-Years are over ! Cool . The physics paper was moderate . ^^ Surpirsingly for someone who has no interest in physics, the paper was surprisingly moderate . Just nice to me luh . (: *laughs .

It was all thanks to the constant nagging from my tuition teacher yesterday, i managed to remember all i had to remember for physics ! Gnarly . ^^ Honestly, i was literally either slacking during physics or just sleep through 2 periods of physics during classes . Hush hush, ok . *winks . Towards the end of the paper, Ammirah was doing something but idk what . So, i kinda kicked her chair . I know, evil me . Hehs . I was done with my paper & i was damn fucking bored ! =.=

Teehee . I always save a piece of fulscap paper for doodling . hehs . So as usual, i was doodling . All that i doodled about was bby♥ . *laughs . Who can blame me, right ? I miss him, ok . (; Twin♥ kept on giving me the "cough" . Tsk . Cant i write my boyf's name ? *laughs . While Sir was collecting the papers, Faith passed me a little note . Awws . She's so sweet . She wrote something about me & bby♥ . Aww shucks, girlf ! Thanks . hhas . I guess its her way of saying, "thanks for doing the same thing for me the other day . " :D

Then blahblahblahblah . Bus-ed home with Twin♥ . I was looking forward to bby♥'s email after what happened yesterday . I couldnt go online ! Dx He didnt return any emails though . *sad ! Gosh ; i hope he's not mad at me . )x ~~Ok, thats only part of the prob . Some loser-rific little skank is like totally flirting with bby♥ . Nb you, bitch ! _I_ He's mine eh, loser !~~ Pfft . The nerve of some people . Why is it that everytime i have a boyf, some low-life bitch will ruin my life ? Nb uh those people ! Tkde jantan per kt dunier nie nk kacau ?! Why must it be my boyf ? Pfft . Cb uh eh . Cb . _I_

So, im gonna start telling myself to hold on to bby♥ . Im never gonna let my guard down . ~~To hell with that sundal !~~ Nb . _I_

Labels: 8 more days til his return ♥

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* Hollaback Girl .

Guess what ? Surprisingly when i came to school today, i smiling from ear to ear, mans ! *laughs . Blame bby♥, please ! *laughs . xD Jyeahs ! Im Muhd Irwan Shah♥'s, ok . (: Anyway, had MT Oral today . Damn . I think im gona fail MT Oral hands down . *laughs . MT Oral was a disaster luh ! Nb, cn ! Ugh . After MT Oral, waited for a few minutes for Shafina to finis her MT Oral . Waited at the canteen for her with Twin♥ & Ammirah . I brought along my digicam luh . *laughs . Ammirah was camwhoring with my digicam . xD Typical eh, Ammirah . Ate some chicken patties & drank ice lemon tea . My breakfast for the day . :/ Shafina came & it was off to Kenny Café . I had a craving for the chicken cutlet rice but the shop wasnt even opened ! Nb . *laughs . In the end, i was eating prata with Twin♥ while Shafina & Ammirah were eating waffles . (:

9.30 am & it was off back into school . EL Oral was next . While waiting, i was like looking through the images in my digicam . Faith took my digicam & started taking random shots of Shahirah, Hani, Ammirah, me & a few others . *laughs . Faith, Faith . Typical . ^^ Fadilah then took my digicam & started to take shots too . *laughs . So, the whole few hours of waiting for our turn for oral, the malay peeps, were practically camwhoring . *laughs . :D Some of the pics are in Ammirah's blog . The rest will be posted soon . Sorry, guys .Too many pics luh . But its a promise to post, ok ? ^^ After EL Oral, i was still camwhoring but this time, it was with Faith, Azura & Twin♥ . Well, its just to pass the time while waiting for Ammirah & Shafina . Took a few shots with Azura & few group shots with them . Sighs . We're already into our 4th year as bestfs, ok . & its still in counting ! ^^

A few minutes later, Azura & Faith had to go cos Shahirah & Nadiah were done with their Oral . Awws . Thats ok, chicas ! Will do more camwhoring soon ! :D Camwhored abit more with Ammirah though . *laughs . After Shafina was done, went home with Twin♥ . On the bus, Twin♥ was spilling to me everything about her probs with Afif . Sighs . ~~Why is this happening, guys ? Its bad enough that i lost _ _ _ as a bestf . Dont make me lose another because of a small matter . Please ? ):~~ Im still trying to convince Twin♥ to forgive Afif & still will try as much as i can to save this friendship of ours regardless of the probs ! (: Alighted at Lot & both of us were like bitching about someone . *laughs . Ok, we werr bitching about a famous celeberity . :D Twin♥, you should know who, who other people dont know, aites . *winks .

Came home . Switched the comp on & checked my email . Gosh . Its hearbreaking to find out that i cant go online today . ): Bby♥ wants me to go online tonight but i got tuition today . Damn it . Screw tuiton ! Dx Bby♥; im so fucking sorry i cant go online ! Dx I practically sent bby♥ an email saying how fucking sorry i was . Damn it . Having tuition sucks & it sucks more to find your boyfriend is overseas & the only way to keep intouch is through emails . Oh, thank you globalisation ! *laughs . Bby♥ im sorry, ok . I promise to make it up to you soon ! ^^ Well, i'll make it up to you when you're back in SG . Sighs ! So, come back faster ! Dx I feel so fucking guilty siah ! Damn it . Slap me, please ! (x

Labels: 9 more days till his return ♥

Serenade .

Yours truly ;

Call me Ain, please!
im friggin' 16 this year !
Ring me up every 05march. (:
Temperamental yet, nice. :D
Treat me well, i'll treat you better .
Give me shit, i'll give you hell !

Westwood Secondary is where i get smarter ? ahahs .
CCK is my tranquility; Jurong West is my playground !
Muhd Irwan♥; beloved boyf .

Friendster

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